His eyes widened and he swallowed. Beth. Puck. He just couldn’t take it anymore. He tried to stay as calm as possible. ”Of course you can go visit her. It’s your daughter and Puck’s…” He swallowed again and looked away. He clenched his fists. ”That’s exactly why I thought about asking you.” It scared him that he said that out loud. He stood up and walked through the room. ”I am just afraid that I will lose you Quinn. Because I know I will. Puck and you have a baby. You guys will always be close. It’s just a matter of time until he tries to get you back. And he will succeed! And then you have Jesse. You really like that dude, don’t you?” He hit his foot against her closet. A sharp pain went through it but he just ignored it. ”How about Sam? Do you like him too? I know he’s dating your sister. But yeah, you’re twins. She likes him so why won’t you like him. You look like her so he can like you too. Maybe some other guy here!” He noticed that he shouted the last five words. He leaned his head against her door and closed his eyes. He couldn’t take it anymore. ”I am sorry. I shouldn’t have done that.” He bit hard on his lip. ”I’ll just forget about everything that I planned for tomorrow. It would have been so perfect,” he whispered.
Her eyes widened at his sudden outburst. But then, all that energy became negative; and suddenly she was fuming. She clenched her fists, “Get out of my room. Now.” She said in a dangerously low town. “I don’t want to see your face ever again.” She turned to look at him, glaring at him furiously. She didn’t want to explode in front of him, she took a deep breath and crossed her arms, waiting for him to leave. “Just leave, okay? I don’t want any other explanation from. You’ve clearly said enough already.”
He opened his eyes and looked at her. He didn’t knew what to say or to do. ”Okay.” His voice sounded soft and broken. His hands were weak and the expression on his face was painful and scared. He felt like he could cry a few tears but he didn’t. He opened the door and slowly closed the door behind him. He walked a few steps and hit his hand against a wall out of anger. ”Fuck. Arg… you’re such an idiot Finn!” He knew that he was losing it because he started talking to himself. ”Damn… I can’t life without her.” When he was just around the corner he sat down on the floor and closed his eyes again. Fighting against the pain of his heart and his hand.